Talking from the Heart - Mine to Urs

12 april 2026, 10:13pm When we love someone, and they love us back... They  become a source of light for us. You can bask in their radiating warmth. You can see it, feel it, believe it When we love someone, but they stop loving us... They become shadows. We stand in it, expecting the warmth but we get coldness. We shiver at the absence of what we received before, hoping desperately this will change. It never will. Someone else who could possibly love us isn't able to see us because we are in the dark. It is only when we move out of the shadow of this previous person who doesn't love us anymore can the new person discover where we are.  And the cycle of life continues.  Possible it is. That in this world of pairs, you could probably remain single (either by choice or destiny, either because you experienced n abandoned it out never ever got to experience it right). You see around, everyone with everyone. You, not. A bit ashamed, sad,  regretful of choosing ...

When you are not impacted by the lack of an outcome, You become the outcome. So for your case... If you are not affected by the lack of love, You become love. The first thought that flooded my head at 7 after I woke up this Sunday morning...from a dream ...I saw Robin Williams said hi to me..He was smiling. Weird ..a hollywood actor? Hmm...I have been thinking about his sense of humor n personal life lately though...so that must be that. An Imagined Letter from My Future Self (2035) Dear Mimi, You won’t believe this, but I’m writing to you from the farmhouse. Yes, "that" one. The one you dreamed of since you were 12 ...after you got married & told your ex decades back ..in whispers with hesitation what you thought of ...what you wanted to do with sustainable farming with direct produce to consumers using a woman driven community farm even before these words became fashionable and that one, which was nestled in the foothills, where the breeze smells like jasmine and smoke ...

Ever feel like you're juggling two maps at once? One's a satellite view, all grand and sweeping; the other's a street map, crammed with tiny details. That's kinda like life, isn't it? There's the "cosmic" crowd, the ones who see life as a giant play, already scripted. We're just actors, following cues. Destiny, karma, the whole shebang...all about detachment. Like, "Yeah, I'm "in" this scene, but I'm not gonna get too attached to the props." It's a cool way to stay chill when life throws curveballs... So just " zoom-out ". Then there's the " zoom-in " folks. They're obsessed with the Now .... Every breath, every heartbeat, every fleeting thought. It's like they're on a perpetual nature hike, spotting the tiniest wildflowers. Nothing gets past them. This can lead to some serious zen moments, but hey, sometimes you just wanna binge-watch Netflix without analyzing your pop...

Love... It's a bit like that old record player, spinning out a tune that's both familiar and surprising maybe??!!  Some of us, we're like those Beatles lads, always "with our heads in the clouds and our feet on the ground." Some of us are like Kishore Kumar crooning "Zindagi Ek Safar Hai Suhana" we see life as a thrilling journey, each twist and turn a chance for a deeper connection.  So with this theory, Introducing "The Reacher" as a young John Lennon, penning "Imagine" – always reaching for something more, something just beyond the horizon. They're restless, ambitious, forever chasing that elusive "something"...."And the world is turning and you're just hanging on," sings Bon Jovi, capturing the Reacher's spirit perfectly. They're not afraid to take risks, to "leap of faith" into the unknown, even if it means leaving behind the familiar and comfortable. The Settler, on the o...

First & Foremost to demonstrate how hopeless this illness is, I asked Bard to generate an image for this blog ...the F***ng king of LLM models could not!! Here's proof : The problem with love, let's do a deep dive :  1. Qualifying whether it's Love or a Problem, it can only be either. 2. It makes you overtly biased and illogical. Because emotions begin where rationality ends...both good & bad, moderate & extreme. 3. There is never a ROI, or ROE ...or even ROA ...damn thing is supposed to be unconditional and catch is if you think about it, it's not love. Do heck with love, fondness or any associated key metrics with it that's breaks ur spine, brings you down to your knees (not even in a good way) and basically makes you look like a complete stooge. Do what this smart ass world does about it..."lust" not love. Quick, easy, deceptive, non accountably venomous chaos. Flirt around, hook up, don't use your intelligence or empathy (if...

Dhyāyato Viṣayān: The Dance of Desire and Detachment is the electric tension between my Ephemeral Pleasures vs Eternal Quest and how I'm constantly trying to walk the Middle Path Inside my head, this is how I often imagine myself. (Disclaimer: all images generated here are using AI) Sitting here, lost in the complexities of life, I find myself playing a game of emotional chess while everyone else seems to be playing checkers. It’s like I’m navigating a board with infinite moves, trying to balance my desires and spirituality, while the rest stick to simpler rules, content with more straightforward paths. Talk about being an intentional stubborn pure Vaishakh Nandan aka donkey.  By the way, fun fact do you know why they are called so? Well, Donkeys enjoy summer season as they think that they have eaten All the grass in a particular area but the fact is that the grass becomes dry. It is observed by scientist that due to this psychology they gain weight. Hence if we refer Sanskrit ...