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12 april 2026, 10:13pm

When we love someone, and they love us back... They become a source of light for us. You can bask in their radiating warmth. You can see it, feel it, believe it

When we love someone, but they stop loving us... They become shadows. We stand in it, expecting the warmth but we get coldness. We shiver at the absence of what we received before, hoping desperately this will change. It never will.

Someone else who could possibly love us isn't able to see us because we are in the dark. It is only when we move out of the shadow of this previous person who doesn't love us anymore can the new person discover where we are. 

And the cycle of life continues. 

Possible it is. That in this world of pairs, you could probably remain single (either by choice or destiny, either because you experienced n abandoned it out never ever got to experience it right).

You see around, everyone with everyone. You, not.
A bit ashamed, sad,  regretful of choosing incorrectly in the first place... Honestly a little relieved at the forgiven responsibility to carry any dead weight of a wrong person too...but again, you crave it.
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