Halahal is described as contaminating everything it touches... And poison itself recognizes that it cannot contain itself. And yet i continue to ask for both equanimity & tasthata Mahadev.... Let me know what needs done without me losing sense of fairness and kindness both no matter how the world has treated me ... both good and worse When i churn deeply both this society and my own consciousness, i don't necessarily get amrit first... What do I do with that has emerged now Prabhu...nobody else wants to partake in this?? It remains at my throat...I'm eager to express it and yet I cannot without contemplation, just like you did... Vish kantha mein, Mere Shiv sthira hai. You are laughing at me Prabhu? U say "Your turbulence does not have to disappear for you to become peaceful" Cruel you are Karunanidhan!! I am standing right here in front of you as my body is in the fire of anger, pain, uncertainty, exhaustion...as fear coils around m...