Out of syllabus, ever seeking that cannot be sought

I often feel like a white dwarf star, collapsing under the weight of her own thoughts going deep inside continuously, completely detached from the reality and universal laws & practicalities of the natural world outside.

The world continues to disappoint as I seek more within, the dependencies shudder my skin and the growing thundering noise of the calling from within is getting increasingly hard to ignore.

"I" need to be guided and yet i resist to surrender with faith

"I" want to control my destiny and yet i continue to believe in miracles

"I" see the maaya and yet i refuse to detach from the moh

Hopeless am I,

I am what, I am that ...

So then where am i, why am I even

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Root cause analysis: when in Love

First & Foremost to demonstrate how hopeless this illness is, I asked Bard to generate an image for this blog ...the F***ng king of LLM models could not!! Here's proof : The problem with love, let's do a deep dive : 1. Qualifying whether it's Love or a Problem, it can only be either. 2. It makes you overtly biased and illogical. Because emotions begin where rationality ends...both good & bad, moderate & extreme. 3. There is never a ROI, or ROE ...or even ROA ...damn thing is supposed to be unconditional and catch is if you think about it, it's not love. Do heck with love, fondness or any associated key metrics with it that's breaks ur spine, brings you down to your knees (not even in a good way) and basically makes you look like a complete stooge. Do what this smart ass world does about it..."lust" not love. Quick, easy, deceptive, non accountably venomous chaos. Flirt around, hook up, don't use your intelligence or empathy (if...

Zooming in & out, Timing is Everything!

Ever feel like you're juggling two maps at once? One's a satellite view, all grand and sweeping; the other's a street map, crammed with tiny details. That's kinda like life, isn't it? There's the "cosmic" crowd, the ones who see life as a giant play, already scripted. We're just actors, following cues. Destiny, karma, the whole shebang...all about detachment. Like, "Yeah, I'm "in" this scene, but I'm not gonna get too attached to the props." It's a cool way to stay chill when life throws curveballs... So just " zoom-out ". Then there's the " zoom-in " folks. They're obsessed with the Now .... Every breath, every heartbeat, every fleeting thought. It's like they're on a perpetual nature hike, spotting the tiniest wildflowers. Nothing gets past them. This can lead to some serious zen moments, but hey, sometimes you just wanna binge-watch Netflix without analyzing your pop...

Dancing Shiva and Shakti Within me: Balancing & Laughing in the Divine Play (who am I not enjoy this)

I was watching Dr. Strange yesterday, the movie. It was quite a thought-provoking experience. One theme that resonated deeply with me was the idea of readiness and how we often aren't truly ready for what life throws at us until we face the inevitability of death. This idea led me to a profound realization: life and death are not just parts of a cycle but are intrinsically interconnected. The moment we are born, we begin the process of dying, inching closer to that full circle. And yet, with death, we also see the potential for rebirth, suggesting that life and death are one and the same, continually feeding into each other. The realization ties into a broader spiritual perspective I've been contemplating—the interplay of Shiva and Shakti within us. Shiva, the embodiment of detachment and tranquility, stands apart from the cyclical nature of life and death, while Shakti, the dynamic, passionate energy, immerses herself in the flow of life, with all its desires and struggles. ...

Talking from the Heart - Mine to Urs

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