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Moh Moh ke dhaage

The अनethical conundrum... Lives & Dies Why do I live like this ... in moments between those expansions and contractions of our chests, incessantly chasing happiness & running away from sadness as stuck in a loop between those inhalations and exhalations like that of a child's peaceful sleep.  Once you're born, there's is no cure for it, isn't it?One has to face the accident of one's birth, sadly.  Is there any emotion that is permanent in nature? Even if it's sadness, so i can rest upon it with dependability?! What if one becomes उन्मनी ? Have you heard of such a notion ?  Sometimes I'm reminded of a song that goes like, देखो तो चली हैं हवा नयी दिल में फिर जला वो दिया कही ख्वाबो के जंगल में पेड़ो की शाखों से पत्ते समेटे मैं हु कई, अब तो मिलो अजनबी हैं मेरी दुआ की जब हम मिले तू देखे मुझे मेरे दोस्त एक बार यूँही जैसे मिले अजनबी  हम फिर से चले, तू फिर से हँसे मैं फिर से उडू, पाऊं नयी एक ख़ुशी जैसे मिले अजनबी, जैसे मिले अजनबी This lost & f...

i shot the moon... a short sighted monologue

Then tonight is almost the full moon.... Well I did not feel like leaving the moon alone. I missed seeing you so much. I love the Sun, always have....but it's like a friend, mentor and guide. Supports me in all that's right in the world. But oh this moon... Everything about it reminds me ...of me. Risks, darkness, borrowed light and yet shining on its own. This beauty i admire in you moon... You pull me together where i have broken in pieces. You tell me it's ok to be silent, when the world sleeps to be wide awake in dreams.